One day, after the school exam, the girl called the boyfriend.

"Honey, I got off early today, are you free to pick me home today?"

"It’s fine, honey, give me 5 minutes."

 

It was 2 in the afternoon, the sun was raging hot.. 5 minutes over.. she looked at the watch.. 10 minutes over.. he did not show up yet.. she started worry.. after 15 minutes, finally he came..she asked, “what took you so long?” He took it frivolously and answered “I was watching TV..” the girlfriend was angry. He knew and he said "I’m sorry.”  He is a self importance and high egotism guy. He never said sorry to anyone. It was the first apology he made to the girlfriend. She looked at him and she forgave him. He is the type of person that never explain, never argue, he never had a fight with his girlfriend. As long as he said sorry to the girlfriend, she would actually forgive him. He would only apologize to his girlfriend, the only one.

 

She blamed him for not changing his attitude and never changed or improved even though he admitted his faults. She was upset, she thinks the boyfriend was using the apologies for sheltering himself. After 59times of apologies, she finally dropped her tears and told "Please stop telling me that you’re sorry if you’re not intend to change. Please stop making me to believe that you would actually change.” He was guilty, he hugged her tight and said “I’m sorry” for the 60th times.

 

After a period, the girlfriend started distrust him..

"What happened to you lately?" the girl asked in the phone.

"Nothing happened"

"Then why you behaved like this?"

"I said nothing happened"

"Do you know that i’m feeling very insecure and I’m so worried about you.. do you really care about me?" the girlfriend started crying..

The boyfriend silent for seconds and told “I’m sorry..”

"I don’t want to hear sorry anymore" she hanged up

He never called back, the girl thinks he doesn’t care about her. That was his 99th sorry..

 

They both never contacted ever since that day, sometimes she received calls without voice. She knew it was him.. After a month, she passed by his office. She decided to look for him. The office colleagues told that he has quit the job one month ago. The girl called his mobile and left a voice message, hoping he would return call. She started worry him. She called the house phone, but it ringed but never picked up. She dropped by to his house, but no one was there. She guessed maybe he has shifted somewhere else to work, or maybe family trip or perhaps, he has a new girlfriend and moved to somewhere else. While she is thinking all the possibilities, the phone rang.. it was from the boyfriend’s mother.

"He has admitted to the hospital"

"How?" the girl shocked

"Even though he asked me not to tell you, but come and meet him please.."

She took a cab to the hospital, she was panicked and she has no clue about what happening. She ran to his room, she saw him laying down without much movements. The boyfriend was made an eyed-contact and looking with her.

She started asking “What is happening? Why you didn’t tell me?”

He didn’t answer, he just keep looking at her.

"Answer me, why are you not talking?"

He dropped a tear from his eye, he used his last body strength to say “I’m sorry”. He closed his eyes thereafter.

"Please don’t pretend. Why sorry? I don’t want you to say sorry. You wake up, answer me." She cried next to him, pulling his shirt. "Why are you saying sorry? Give me a reason, I’m not gonna forgive you, you please wake up, I beg you.. wake up..I want to hear from you, please..”

This is his 100th sorry.

 

The nurses and doctor pulled her away for rescue. She was totally blanked.. He never left her, just that she not able to touch him. Sometimes she dreams of him telling her how he is doing. He is still accompany her, in her mind, in her heart, she is still thinking he is calling her "honey" most of the times.. Just that, she not going to hear anymore “Sorry” from him.

 

After few months later, the boyfriend’s mother gave her a box. There are 100 of photographs inside the box. At the back of each photo marked a “sorry” story that happened to both of them.

1st sorry – Honey, I didn’t mean to be late today. I know this is lame reason, but I got my heartache before I go out. I couldn't move, I tried my best, forgive me please.

2nd sorry – Honey, I..

3rd sorry – Honey, I..

100th sorry – Honey, I didn’t mean to leave you behind. Just that god did not give me a chance to take care of you, put the ring on your ring-finger. You are the first girl I said sorry, also the person I would like to spend my life with. Forgive me couldn’t bring you the happiness, I’ll be your angel, I’ll bless you always. Don’t cry, I don’t wish to see you cry, I love you.

He took the last photo in hospital, he was pale and skinny. He gave his best smile, and he took the 100th photo. She hugged the photos and cried in pain.

 

* I keep humming the same song in my head.. 当你想着我.. na na na na na..
* Learning algebra and linear programming.. I hate X-es, Ys and even Z now..
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* Addicting on Harper’s Island’s mystery killing storyline..
* Overslept and skipped a class.. I felt so bad..
* Should work on the HR assignments soon.. battle between passion and laziness

* Fly-FM DJ Ben said "Why all the non-healthy foods are so delicious?!"" I totally agreed!!